KU-YO™ [骏-雍曰™]

As usual, I was driving from my hometown way back to KL at about 0100.

Suddenly, I felt the car is shaking at the back and I could not steer my wheels well. I knew that the something wrong with the tyre. Luckily there was no car around and I was able to stop the car steadily. When I stepped out from the car, I realised that I was in the “jungle area”. It was dark as no one was there except the cars passed by.

Well, at this time, the only way that I could rescue myself is to change the broken tyre. I quickly get the simple tool pack from the boot and get started with the jetting process. I was hopeless as I managed to get the 3 screws out from the tyre but not the last stubborn one. It was very difficult to take out. Finally, the stupid screw was taken out after so many attempts, but sadly, the stupid screw was stuck in the screwdriver. I really got mad!  How could I fix the spare tyre without the screwdriver? There is no way how bad my luck is….

The only way to get it done is to screw the rest of the 3 screws by using hand, sound ironic, isn’t it?  Then, I drove the car with the speed of 15-20 KM per hour. (Of course with the hazard lights on). Many cars and lorries flashed at me. I can’t be bothered them! I stopped at every 3KM consistently to make sure the screws are not loosened.

Finally I got home at about 0430. It is an exhausted day and also a bad day. 23 Jan 2006, I remember you!

一直都以为爸爸还是我心目中的那个健壮爸爸，从来没有住院的经验，更没想过爸爸会有进院的一天。可是今天爸爸真的进了医院。连续四天发高烧的爸爸，终于挨不住了。在妈妈的劝告下，他们在中午乘了的士从古毛直下吉隆坡的sentosa 医院。

当我知道时，爸爸已经在医院了，我惊讶、心里开始慌张。渐渐不能集中精神的投入工作。从未试过这种紧张与不知所措的心情，原来才发现我关心爸爸的程度比我想像中的距離差别很大。

我赶紧把工作赶完，不过已经是2215了。当我看见爸爸时，他那疲累的眼神望着我。我突然感觉爸爸好像衰老许多、头发少了许多。没想到我随着年龄增长，爸爸也是逃不过岁月的蹉跎开始退化了。

我问爸爸那条针管插在手腕上会痛吗？爸爸看来好像不想多话，只回答：“不、不、不、不痛。”爸爸除了不想多话之外，好像连开口说话也在抖。我心里仿佛有一阵阵的痛，痛得不知下一句该问些什么。天啊，那个健壮爸爸到底去了哪里？病魔真的可怕，它可以令一个健康全在的人，变得甚至比病猫还要糟糕十倍地摧残到不成人形。

妈妈刚从厕所出来，看来也一样的疲累。大概也是为爸爸生病的事情而操碌吧！我慰问妈妈的身体状况如何，妈妈虽然看来疲累，但却还是依然提起最佳状态、无微不至地侍候爸爸。我把妈妈侍候的举动都看在眼里，有说不尽的安慰和窝心还有感动全都填满在心里。我感到爸爸有妈妈这位好太太，实在是幸福啊！正感到幸福的同时，也感到好惭愧。惭愧没有第一时间尽儿子的责任，亲自送爸爸到医院、惭愧没有立刻告假去探望爸爸的病况进展、也惭愧没有准备到水果栏将它送上。

想告诉爸爸要快快好起来，《家里少了谁都不可以的》。虽然还没知道爸爸患了什么病症，只希望爸爸还是我心目中的那位健壮爸爸，也希望经过这次的教训能够多多运动，保持身体健康，精神维持在最佳状态。

老爸，你要快快好起来啊！